Dear -----,
I let my fears ruin our friendship, our bond, and the best relationship I ever had. I have been thinking a lot about what I've done and how I have acted toward the break up and I was extremely immature. I want to apologize to you in a hand written letter, because it is the closest thing i can think of other than doing it in person.
You have always be very mature, independent, and have great pride and determination in what you set your mind towards. I admire those qualities in you so much. I understand your reason for not wanting the